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Saturday, March 29, 2008

Reader/Writer Tidbits March 29, 2008

Got a lot of nuggets here because I've been storing them up for a few weeks.

The first, however, is "breaking news" regarding the showdown that's looming between Amazon and Lightning Source over pod publishing. Looks like Amazon is going to squeeze the authors in order to challenge one of their competitors. Read about it here.

Writers' Digest publishes an annual Popular Fiction report, analyzing current trends in major fiction genres like romance, mystery/crime, thriller/suspense, etc. This year's report tells us that paranormal and erotica are the hot genres in romance. If you glance at the RT Review lists or ad pages every month, you probably already guessed thi. WD also tells us that vampires are the new Alpha male, which works well within romance because they apparently mate for life, and that despite all the interest, erotica is a pretty fixed audience in size. Read the full report here.

Confused about what separates romantic comedy from chicklit, or the differences between sensual, spicy, and sweet romance? Find a breakdown of the sub-genres within romance and the other major genres here.

Like free books? Then, join the Great American Book Giveaway. Each week you can enter a drawing for one of five free books. No strings. Just free books.

Found a reference to this blog somewhere in my blog travels and thought I'd share it. It's a blog guide to literary agents.

Recall that I was seeking YA fiction recommendations not too long ago? Found this consortium of debut YA authors. How they're banding together to promote themselves as a group is pretty neat.

More free books! Get two free ebooks of your choice from Harlequin for signing up for their ebook service. You can cancel at anytime. I got my books and have learned one thing. As much as I love reading, I can't read a 300+ book electronically, at least not on a PC. (I don't have an ebook reader yet so I'm using free Adobe's Digital Edition.) As far as ebooks go, I think I'll stick with novellas.

That's it for now. Have a great weekend everyone!

Peace & Blessings,
Patricia
Stay focused. Work Hard. Believe.

Peace & Blessings,
Patricia

Stay focused. Be deliberate. Believe.

Thursday, March 27, 2008

Debut Author: CJ Lyons

I heard about a new author whose was writing a series something like the TV show ER but where the women are in charge. As much as I've loved ER over the years--well, excepting the last year or so--I had to find out more about this new series so I contacted the author, CJ Lyons, who graciously agreed to an interview.

CJ, thanks so much for taking time out to answer a few questions for me. Your new series, Lifelines, sounds intriguing and right up my alley. Over the years I'ved loved medical television shows as ER, Chicago Hope, even Julia and Marcus Welby, MD.

So let's start with an easy question. In real life, you were a pediatric ER physician. Did you have much time for reading or writing as a busy doctor?


No, but that didn't stop me, lol! I actually wrote an entire novel during medical school--now safely buried where no one can find it, thank goodness.

A novel during medical school? Clearly you're a master of time management! What made you want to write your own stories?

I really got serious about my writing after a dear friend, one of my fellow interns, was murdered. It was then that I turned to writing as a way to heal, to vent my anger and feelings of powerlessness, to strengthen my belief that heroes are born everyday and that everyday people can make a difference.

Writing can be very therapeutic, it's true. When did you begin writing?

I've been telling stories all my life--it used to get me in trouble a lot as a kid. But all that time in "time out" led to more time to make up stories, so it was a vicious cycle. It's wonderful (now) to be able to put those stories onto the page and give my characters a voice.

Let's talk about your new series and your debut release, Lifelines. The first book in the Lifelines series features four women on the front cover. I immediately thought ER with the women in control! How would you describe this story and your series?

ER meets Sex in the City, lol! The LIFELINES series is something fresh and new, medical thrillers that are as real as it gets but still entertaining, told from the point of view of the women of Angels of Mercy's ER.

One thing unusual about your publishing career is that your publisher, Berkley, approached you to create this new “women’s fiction/medical thriller/romance” genre for them. Had they not asked you to do so, what would you have written or be working on today?

Something much more dark and edgy. I love exploring the twisted side of people, seeing how people achieve or fail at redemption. The LIFELINES series is actually a welcome relief from all that darkness, although reviewers have commented that it's very gritty in its own right.

Now, many people would say you already had a dream career but you gave up practicing medicine to pursue your dream of a writing career. Do you think you’ll ever practice medicine again? Do you think your stories will always have a medical or healing angle to them?

Even if there are no doctors in them, my stories are all about healing, about finding ways to change the world. I probably won't go back to clinical practice, but maybe volunteer work. I do try to give something back by writing patient education materials and DVDs.

Clearly perseverance and a bit of serendipity have led to your publishing debut, what with a publisher approaching you. What advice would you give to aspiring writers?

It's all been said before, but it's true. To quote either Winston Churchill or Tim Allen: Never surrender, never give up!

Words to live by! Thanks CJ for stopping by.

Check out CJ and learn more about her new series, Lifelines, which debuted this month at her website: http://www.cjlyons.net/

Peace & Blessings,
Patricia
Stay focused. Work Hard. Believe.

Peace & Blessings,
Patricia

Stay focused. Be deliberate. Believe.

Tuesday, March 25, 2008

Bogged Down with Blogging

By the title, I'm guessing you already know what this post is about.

That drainpipe known as blogging, and the inordinate amount of time that one can flush by doing it.

I'm not talking about writing one's own blog. That would be easy enough to control.

Nope, I'm talking about the amount of time on a daily basis that goes into reading and keeping up with other folks' blogs.

You know...

The industry blogs where you keep up with all the latest news in publishing.

The genre specific blogs where you keep up with the latest news in your chosen genre.

The blogs of unknown people who post comments to your blog (and to whom you feel obligated to hop over at least once!)

The blogs of regular posters to your blog with whom you've now developed an online relationship.

The individual author blogs where you gleam nuggets of useful information about the writing process and publishing business, and news about their current or upcoming releases.

The group author blogs that start to feel like a daily class, coffee klatch, or party, depending upon the participants and the blog objectives. But you welcome the camraderie you find there.

The book blogs where you learn about current and upcoming releases. The reader in you needs to be fed too!

The critique partner blogs. Because after a while, they're more than cps. They start to become members of the family.

The blogs of family and friends, that have nothing to do with writing, but hey, you're trying to be a good family member or friend, which entails keeping in touch.

The blogs that catch your eye when you're on one of the aforementioned blogs, and you can't resist clicking on the link to see where it takes you and what interesting things are being said.

The blog posts to which folks send you links, which only serve to suck you further into the abyss. Because you wind up subscribing.

Have I forgotten any???

I could probably cut my blogging time--which is now upwards of 2-3 hours per day--in half by simply reading and never posting a comment. But that seems rude, especially since I want people to comment on my blog.

Woe is me! There has to be a solution to this madness!!!

I periodically review the list of blogs to which I subscribe and delete some. Those that I find myself skimming--or skipping--rather than reading. Those that haven't been particularly interesting in some time (and I don't have another reason, like family, friend, or cp to keep reading!). Those that on second glance, aside from the post that drew me to them, really aren't adding much to my knowledge of writing or uplifting me in any special way.

The problem is that for every blog I drop, I easily find another 2 or 3 to read.

Doesn't take a mathematical genius to figure out where this is headed.

Since I'm not a professional blogger, I have to get this under control. I always wonder about folks who say they check email and blogs every morning for under an hour. Especially when I see that they frequent many of the same blogs as I. Less than 30-60 minutes? Maybe I don't read as fast as I think I do...

Currently, I'm subscribed to 52 blogs. Yep, fifty-two!!! I'd have guessed about 30 if you'd asked me but I counted to be sure. Kind of like guessing one's weight when you haven't been near a scale in a while.

The good news is that, on average, between 22 - 28 change per day so I'm not reading all 52 every day. Some only change weekly or monthly, or sporadically (like mine!)

Clearly this is time I could be using to do other things but I tend to blog while doing other things anyway so I don't really get that time back in full. Although I certainly could be more productive about those other things if I weren't blogging while I was doing them...

And writing isn't one of those things because I'm not in a place where I should be writing (which probably means I also shouldn't be blogging).

The Internet is an evil...uh, wonderful thing.

I'll be taking a very hard look at my blog subscriptions. I plan to cut the number in half, after which I anticipate I'll only be reading 12-15 per day. Please understand.

How many blogs do you read daily? Are you sure???

If I come up with any other ideas...I'll blog about them. :smile:

Peace & Blessings,
Patricia
Stay focused. Work Hard. Believe.

Peace & Blessings,
Patricia

Stay focused. Be deliberate. Believe.

Tuesday, March 18, 2008

A More Perfect Union

You may have noticed that in this very charged presidential election cycle, my blog is decidedly non-political. That is on purpose.

But that changes today, at least for today and probably the rest of this week.

I don't care what your politics are or who you support. You cannot read the statement issued by Sen. Barack Obama today and not be moved. This was a historic speech, one unlike anything America has heard in at least 40 years.

So, if like me, you missed the actual press conference, or if you just want to study and reflect on what he said, either as an interested person in our political process or as a writer who appreciates the beauty of the words in this unparalleled speech, the text of Sen. Obama's speech is below.

That we might form "a more perfect union".

Peace & Blessings,
Patricia


Stay focused. Work Hard. Believe.
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Remarks of Senator Barack Obama

"A More Perfect Union"

Constitution Center

Tuesday, March 18th, 2008

Philadelphia, Pennsylvania

"We the people, in order to form a more perfect union."

Two hundred and twenty one years ago, in a hall that still stands across the street, a group of men gathered and, with these simple words, launched America's improbable experiment in democracy. Farmers and scholars; statesmen and patriots who had traveled across an ocean to escape tyranny and persecution finally made real their declaration of independence at a Philadelphia convention that lasted through the spring of 1787.

The document they produced was eventually signed but ultimately unfinished. It was stained by this nation's original sin of slavery, a question that divided the colonies and brought the convention to a stalemate until the founders chose to allow the slave trade to continue for at least twenty more years, and to leave any final resolution to future generations.

Of course, the answer to the slavery question was already embedded within our Constitution – a Constitution that had at is very core the ideal of equal citizenship under the law; a Constitution that promised its people liberty, and justice, and a union that could be and should be perfected over time.

And yet words on a parchment would not be enough to deliver slaves from bondage, or provide men and women of every color and creed their full rights and obligations as citizens of the United States. What would be needed were Americans in successive generations who were willing to do their part – through protests and struggle, on the streets and in the courts, through a civil war and civil disobedience and always at great risk - to narrow that gap between the promise of our ideals and the reality of their time.

This was one of the tasks we set forth at the beginning of this campaign – to continue the long march of those who came before us, a march for a more just, more equal, more free, more caring and more prosperous America. I chose to run for the presidency at this moment in history because I believe deeply that we cannot solve the challenges of our time unless we solve them together – unless we perfect our union by understanding that we may have different stories, but we hold common hopes; that we may not look the same and we may not have come from the same place, but we all want to move in the same direction – towards a better future for of children and our grandchildren.

This belief comes from my unyielding faith in the decency and generosity of the American people. But it also comes from my own American story.

I am the son of a black man from Kenya and a white woman from Kansas. I was raised with the help of a white grandfather who survived a Depression to serve in Patton's Army during World War II and a white grandmother who worked on a bomber assembly line at Fort Leavenworth while he was overseas. I've gone to some of the best schools in America and lived in one of the world's poorest nations. I am married to a black American who carries within her the blood of slaves and slaveowners – an inheritance we pass on to our two precious daughters. I have brothers, sisters, nieces, nephews, uncles and cousins, of every race and every hue, scattered across three continents, and for as long as I live, I will never forget that in no other country on Earth is my story even possible.

It's a story that hasn't made me the most conventional candidate. But it is a story that has seared into my genetic makeup the idea that this nation is more than the sum of its parts – that out of many, we are truly one.

Throughout the first year of this campaign, against all predictions to the contrary, we saw how hungry the American people were for this message of unity. Despite the temptation to view my candidacy through a purely racial lens, we won commanding victories in states with some of the whitest populations in the country. In South Carolina, where the Confederate Flag still flies, we built a powerful coalition of African Americans and white Americans.

This is not to say that race has not been an issue in the campaign. At various stages in the campaign, some commentators have deemed me either "too black" or "not black enough." We saw racial tensions bubble to the surface during the week before the South Carolina primary. The press has scoured every exit poll for the latest evidence of racial polarization, not just in terms of white and black, but black and brown as well.

And yet, it has only been in the last couple of weeks that the discussion of race in this campaign has taken a particularly divisive turn.

On one end of the spectrum, we've heard the implication that my candidacy is somehow an exercise in affirmative action; that it's based solely on the desire of wide-eyed liberals to purchase racial reconciliation on the cheap. On the other end, we've heard my former pastor, Reverend Jeremiah Wright, use incendiary language to express views that have the potential not only to widen the racial divide, but views that denigrate both the greatness and the goodness of our nation; that rightly offend white and black alike.

I have already condemned, in unequivocal terms, the statements of Reverend Wright that have caused such controversy. For some, nagging questions remain. Did I know him to be an occasionally fierce critic of American domestic and foreign policy? Of course. Did I ever hear him make remarks that could be considered controversial while I sat in church? Yes. Did I strongly disagree with many of his political views? Absolutely – just as I'm sure many of you have heard remarks from your pastors, priests, or rabbis with which you strongly disagreed.

But the remarks that have caused this recent firestorm weren't simply controversial. They weren't simply a religious leader's effort to speak out against perceived injustice. Instead, they expressed a profoundly distorted view of this country – a view that sees white racism as endemic, and that elevates what is wrong with America above all that we know is right with America; a view that sees the conflicts in the Middle East as rooted primarily in the actions of stalwart allies like Israel, instead of emanating from the perverse and hateful ideologies of radical Islam.

As such, Reverend Wright's comments were not only wrong but divisive, divisive at a time when we need unity; racially charged at a time when we need to come together to solve a set of monumental problems – two wars, a terrorist threat, a falling economy, a chronic health care crisis and potentially devastating climate change; problems that are neither black or white or Latino or Asian, but rather problems that confront us all.

Given my background, my politics, and my professed values and ideals, there will no doubt be those for whom my statements of condemnation are not enough. Why associate myself with Reverend Wright in the first place, they may ask? Why not join another church? And I confess that if all that I knew of Reverend Wright were the snippets of those sermons that have run in an endless loop on the television and You Tube, or if Trinity United Church of Christ conformed to the caricatures being peddled by some commentators, there is no doubt that I would react in much the same way

But the truth is, that isn't all that I know of the man. The man I met more than twenty years ago is a man who helped introduce me to my Christian faith, a man who spoke to me about our obligations to love one another; to care for the sick and lift up the poor. He is a man who served his country as a U.S. Marine; who has studied and lectured at some of the finest universities and seminaries in the country, and who for over thirty years led a church that serves the community by doing God's work here on Earth – by housing the homeless, ministering to the needy, providing day care services and scholarships and prison ministries, and reaching out to those suffering from HIV/AIDS.

In my first book, Dreams From My Father, I described the experience of my first service at Trinity:

"People began to shout, to rise from their seats and clap and cry out, a forceful wind carrying the reverend's voice up into the rafters….And in that single note – hope! – I heard something else; at the foot of that cross, inside the thousands of churches across the city, I imagined the stories of ordinary black people merging with the stories of David and Goliath, Moses and Pharaoh, the Christians in the lion's den, Ezekiel's field of dry bones. Those stories – of survival, and freedom, and hope – became our story, my story; the blood that had spilled was our blood, the tears our tears; until this black church, on this bright day, seemed once more a vessel carrying the story of a people into future generations and into a larger world. Our trials and triumphs became at once unique and universal, black and more than black; in chronicling our journey, the stories and songs gave us a means to reclaim memories that we didn't need to feel shame about…memories that all people might study and cherish – and with which we could start to rebuild."

That has been my experience at Trinity. Like other predominantly black churches across the country, Trinity embodies the black community in its entirety – the doctor and the welfare mom, the model student and the former gang-banger. Like other black churches, Trinity's services are full of raucous laughter and sometimes bawdy humor. They are full of dancing, clapping, screaming and shouting that may seem jarring to the untrained ear. The church contains in full the kindness and cruelty, the fierce intelligence and the shocking ignorance, the struggles and successes, the love and yes, the bitterness and bias that make up the black experience in America.

And this helps explain, perhaps, my relationship with Reverend Wright. As imperfect as he may be, he has been like family to me. He strengthened my faith, officiated my wedding, and baptized my children. Not once in my conversations with him have I heard him talk about any ethnic group in derogatory terms, or treat whites with whom he interacted with anything but courtesy and respect. He contains within him the contradictions – the good and the bad – of the community that he has served diligently for so many years.

I can no more disown him than I can disown the black community. I can no more disown him than I can my white grandmother – a woman who helped raise me, a woman who sacrificed again and again for me, a woman who loves me as much as she loves anything in this world, but a woman who once confessed her fear of black men who passed by her on the street, and who on more than one occasion has uttered racial or ethnic stereotypes that made me cringe.

These people are a part of me. And they are a part of America, this country that I love.

Some will see this as an attempt to justify or excuse comments that are simply inexcusable. I can assure you it is not. I suppose the politically safe thing would be to move on from this episode and just hope that it fades into the woodwork. We can dismiss Reverend Wright as a crank or a demagogue, just as some have dismissed Geraldine Ferraro, in the aftermath of her recent statements, as harboring some deep-seated racial bias.

But race is an issue that I believe this nation cannot afford to ignore right now. We would be making the same mistake that Reverend Wright made in his offending sermons about America – to simplify and stereotype and amplify the negative to the point that it distorts reality.

The fact is that the comments that have been made and the issues that have surfaced over the last few weeks reflect the complexities of race in this country that we've never really worked through – a part of our union that we have yet to perfect. And if we walk away now, if we simply retreat into our respective corners, we will never be able to come together and solve challenges like health care, or education, or the need to find good jobs for every American.

Understanding this reality requires a reminder of how we arrived at this point. As William Faulkner once wrote, "The past isn't dead and buried. In fact, it isn't even past." We do not need to recite here the history of racial injustice in this country. But we do need to remind ourselves that so many of the disparities that exist in the African-American community today can be directly traced to inequalities passed on from an earlier generation that suffered under the brutal legacy of slavery and Jim Crow.

Segregated schools were, and are, inferior schools; we still haven't fixed them, fifty years after Brown v. Board of Education, and the inferior education they provided, then and now, helps explain the pervasive achievement gap between today's black and white students.

Legalized discrimination - where blacks were prevented, often through violence, from owning property, or loans were not granted to African-American business owners, or black homeowners could not access FHA mortgages, or blacks were excluded from unions, or the police force, or fire departments – meant that black families could not amass any meaningful wealth to bequeath to future generations. That history helps explain the wealth and income gap between black and white, and the concentrated pockets of poverty that persists in so many of today's urban and rural communities.

A lack of economic opportunity among black men, and the shame and frustration that came from not being able to provide for one's family, contributed to the erosion of black families – a problem that welfare policies for many years may have worsened. And the lack of basic services in so many urban black neighborhoods – parks for kids to play in, police walking the beat, regular garbage pick-up and building code enforcement – all helped create a cycle of violence, blight and neglect that continue to haunt us.

This is the reality in which Reverend Wright and other African-Americans of his generation grew up. They came of age in the late fifties and early sixties, a time when segregation was still the law of the land and opportunity was systematically constricted. What's remarkable is not how many failed in the face of discrimination, but rather how many men and women overcame the odds; how many were able to make a way out of no way for those like me who would come after them.

But for all those who scratched and clawed their way to get a piece of the American Dream, there were many who didn't make it – those who were ultimately defeated, in one way or another, by discrimination. That legacy of defeat was passed on to future generations – those young men and increasingly young women who we see standing on street corners or languishing in our prisons, without hope or prospects for the future. Even for those blacks who did make it, questions of race, and racism, continue to define their worldview in fundamental ways. For the men and women of Reverend Wright's generation, the memories of humiliation and doubt and fear have not gone away; nor has the anger and the bitterness of those years. That anger may not get expressed in public, in front of white co-workers or white friends. But it does find voice in the barbershop or around the kitchen table. At times, that anger is exploited by politicians, to gin up votes along racial lines, or to make up for a politician's own failings.

And occasionally it finds voice in the church on Sunday morning, in the pulpit and in the pews. The fact that so many people are surprised to hear that anger in some of Reverend Wright's sermons simply reminds us of the old truism that the most segregated hour in American life occurs on Sunday morning. That anger is not always productive; indeed, all too often it distracts attention from solving real problems; it keeps us from squarely facing our own complicity in our condition, and prevents the African-American community from forging the alliances it needs to bring about real change. But the anger is real; it is powerful; and to simply wish it away, to condemn it without understanding its roots, only serves to widen the chasm of misunderstanding that exists between the races.

In fact, a similar anger exists within segments of the white community. Most working- and middle-class white Americans don't feel that they have been particularly privileged by their race. Their experience is the immigrant experience – as far as they're concerned, no one's handed them anything, they've built it from scratch. They've worked hard all their lives, many times only to see their jobs shipped overseas or their pension dumped after a lifetime of labor. They are anxious about their futures, and feel their dreams slipping away; in an era of stagnant wages and global competition, opportunity comes to be seen as a zero sum game, in which your dreams come at my expense. So when they are told to bus their children to a school across town; when they hear that an African American is getting an advantage in landing a good job or a spot in a good college because of an injustice that they themselves never committed; when they're told that their fears about crime in urban neighborhoods are somehow prejudiced, resentment builds over time.

Like the anger within the black community, these resentments aren't always expressed in polite company. But they have helped shape the political landscape for at least a generation. Anger over welfare and affirmative action helped forge the Reagan Coalition. Politicians routinely exploited fears of crime for their own electoral ends. Talk show hosts and conservative commentators built entire careers unmasking bogus claims of racism while dismissing legitimate discussions of racial injustice and inequality as mere political correctness or reverse racism.

Just as black anger often proved counterproductive, so have these white resentments distracted attention from the real culprits of the middle class squeeze – a corporate culture rife with inside dealing, questionable accounting practices, and short-term greed; a Washington dominated by lobbyists and special interests; economic policies that favor the few over the many. And yet, to wish away the resentments of white Americans, to label them as misguided or even racist, without recognizing they are grounded in legitimate concerns – this too widens the racial divide, and blocks the path to understanding.

This is where we are right now. It's a racial stalemate we've been stuck in for years. Contrary to the claims of some of my critics, black and white, I have never been so naïve as to believe that we can get beyond our racial divisions in a single election cycle, or with a single candidacy – particularly a candidacy as imperfect as my own.

But I have asserted a firm conviction – a conviction rooted in my faith in God and my faith in the American people – that working together we can move beyond some of our old racial wounds, and that in fact we have no choice is we are to continue on the path of a more perfect union.

For the African-American community, that path means embracing the burdens of our past without becoming victims of our past. It means continuing to insist on a full measure of justice in every aspect of American life. But it also means binding our particular grievances – for better health care, and better schools, and better jobs - to the larger aspirations of all Americans -- the white woman struggling to break the glass ceiling, the white man whose been laid off, the immigrant trying to feed his family. And it means taking full responsibility for own lives – by demanding more from our fathers, and spending more time with our children, and reading to them, and teaching them that while they may face challenges and discrimination in their own lives, they must never succumb to despair or cynicism; they must always believe that they can write their own destiny.

Ironically, this quintessentially American – and yes, conservative – notion of self-help found frequent expression in Reverend Wright's sermons. But what my former pastor too often failed to understand is that embarking on a program of self-help also requires a belief that society can change.

The profound mistake of Reverend Wright's sermons is not that he spoke about racism in our society. It's that he spoke as if our society was static; as if no progress has been made; as if this country – a country that has made it possible for one of his own members to run for the highest office in the land and build a coalition of white and black; Latino and Asian, rich and poor, young and old -- is still irrevocably bound to a tragic past. But what we know -- what we have seen – is that America can change. That is true genius of this nation. What we have already achieved gives us hope – the audacity to hope – for what we can and must achieve tomorrow.

In the white community, the path to a more perfect union means acknowledging that what ails the African-American community does not just exist in the minds of black people; that the legacy of discrimination - and current incidents of discrimination, while less overt than in the past - are real and must be addressed. Not just with words, but with deeds – by investing in our schools and our communities; by enforcing our civil rights laws and ensuring fairness in our criminal justice system; by providing this generation with ladders of opportunity that were unavailable for previous generations. It requires all Americans to realize that your dreams do not have to come at the expense of my dreams; that investing in the health, welfare, and education of black and brown and white children will ultimately help all of America prosper.

In the end, then, what is called for is nothing more, and nothing less, than what all the world's great religions demand – that we do unto others as we would have them do unto us. Let us be our brother's keeper, Scripture tells us. Let us be our sister's keeper. Let us find that common stake we all have in one another, and let our politics reflect that spirit as well.

For we have a choice in this country. We can accept a politics that breeds division, and conflict, and cynicism. We can tackle race only as spectacle – as we did in the OJ trial – or in the wake of tragedy, as we did in the aftermath of Katrina - or as fodder for the nightly news. We can play Reverend Wright's sermons on every channel, every day and talk about them from now until the election, and make the only question in this campaign whether or not the American people think that I somehow believe or sympathize with his most offensive words. We can pounce on some gaffe by a Hillary supporter as evidence that she's playing the race card, or we can speculate on whether white men will all flock to John McCain in the general election regardless of his policies.

We can do that.

But if we do, I can tell you that in the next election, we'll be talking about some other distraction. And then another one. And then another one. And nothing will change.

That is one option. Or, at this moment, in this election, we can come together and say, "Not this time." This time we want to talk about the crumbling schools that are stealing the future of black children and white children and Asian children and Hispanic children and Native American children. This time we want to reject the cynicism that tells us that these kids can't learn; that those kids who don't look like us are somebody else's problem. The children of America are not those kids, they are our kids, and we will not let them fall behind in a 21st century economy. Not this time.

This time we want to talk about how the lines in the Emergency Room are filled with whites and blacks and Hispanics who do not have health care; who don't have the power on their own to overcome the special interests in Washington, but who can take them on if we do it together.

This time we want to talk about the shuttered mills that once provided a decent life for men and women of every race, and the homes for sale that once belonged to Americans from every religion, every region, every walk of life. This time we want to talk about the fact that the real problem is not that someone who doesn't look like you might take your job; it's that the corporation you work for will ship it overseas for nothing more than a profit.

This time we want to talk about the men and women of every color and creed who serve together, and fight together, and bleed together under the same proud flag. We want to talk about how to bring them home from a war that never should've been authorized and never should've been waged, and we want to talk about how we'll show our patriotism by caring for them, and their families, and giving them the benefits they have earned.

I would not be running for President if I didn't believe with all my heart that this is what the vast majority of Americans want for this country. This union may never be perfect, but generation after generation has shown that it can always be perfected. And today, whenever I find myself feeling doubtful or cynical about this possibility, what gives me the most hope is the next generation – the young people whose attitudes and beliefs and openness to change have already made history in this election.

There is one story in particularly that I'd like to leave you with today – a story I told when I had the great honor of speaking on Dr. King's birthday at his home church, Ebenezer Baptist, in Atlanta.

There is a young, twenty-three year old white woman named Ashley Baia who organized for our campaign in Florence, South Carolina. She had been working to organize a mostly African-American community since the beginning of this campaign, and one day she was at a roundtable discussion where everyone went around telling their story and why they were there.

And Ashley said that when she was nine years old, her mother got cancer. And because she had to miss days of work, she was let go and lost her health care. They had to file for bankruptcy, and that's when Ashley decided that she had to do something to help her mom.

She knew that food was one of their most expensive costs, and so Ashley convinced her mother that what she really liked and really wanted to eat more than anything else was mustard and relish sandwiches. Because that was the cheapest way to eat.

She did this for a year until her mom got better, and she told everyone at the roundtable that the reason she joined our campaign was so that she could help the millions of other children in the country who want and need to help their parents too.

Now Ashley might have made a different choice. Perhaps somebody told her along the way that the source of her mother's problems were blacks who were on welfare and too lazy to work, or Hispanics who were coming into the country illegally. But she didn't. She sought out allies in her fight against injustice.

Anyway, Ashley finishes her story and then goes around the room and asks everyone else why they're supporting the campaign. They all have different stories and reasons. Many bring up a specific issue. And finally they come to this elderly black man who's been sitting there quietly the entire time. And Ashley asks him why he's there. And he does not bring up a specific issue. He does not say health care or the economy. He does not say education or the war. He does not say that he was there because of Barack Obama. He simply says to everyone in the room, "I am here because of Ashley."

"I'm here because of Ashley." By itself, that single moment of recognition between that young white girl and that old black man is not enough. It is not enough to give health care to the sick, or jobs to the jobless, or education to our children.

But it is where we start. It is where our union grows stronger. And as so many generations have come to realize over the course of the two-hundred and twenty one years since a band of patriots signed that document in Philadelphia, that is where the perfection begins.

Peace & Blessings,
Patricia

Stay focused. Be deliberate. Believe.

Friday, March 14, 2008

On A Reading Roll

Alphasmart update: It's not working! The new keypad fixed the bus error for...one day. Yikes! I'm waiting on another email response from their tech support folks, who up to this point have been very helpful.

But in the meantime, I'm writing or at least noodling with the story so that I don't lose it. When all else fails, the handy dandy notebook works. And I've got a hair appointment tomorrow, which means 2-3 hrs of semi-uninterrupted writing time!

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I wrote this post in the first couple of days of this month but since my blogging has gone way down, I hadn't posted it yet.

February was a short month but it was a great reading month, at least for me.

Not a good reading month but, a great one, as in I really enjoyed 8 of the 9 books I read last month. (Down from my usual pace of 12 - 15. These books were more than "pretty good". They were very good books. I enjoyed these stories on several levels and, in many cases, they exemplified things I plan to incorporate into my writing.

Wanted to share them with you:

Sweet Georgia Brown by Cheryl Robinson
Georgia Brown has done everything she can to support her husband, former comedian-turned-radio-host, Marvelous Marvin. But when he crosses one line too many, she embarks on her own journey for success and sanity, taking his teenage daughter, whose existence she only recently learned about, with her.

Not Even If You Begged by Francis Ray*
A young, widowed PR expert has sworn off men, in part because her recently departed husband died while cheating and because part of her work includes helping cheating celebrities maintain their images. But then she meets her neighbor's son, a detective who appears to be everything she's ever wanted in a man. While she's encouraging the detective's mother, another widow, to pursue romance with a younger man, will she allow herself the freedom to see whether her own dreams really could come true? One can never go wrong with a Francis Ray book.

No Girl Needs a Husband Seven Days a Week by Nina Foxx*
A sassy women's fiction book about three upscale friends who discover there's more to life and love than having (or not having) a man. Another one that made me laugh out loud at moments, when I wasn't shaking my head in agreement or dismay at the antics of Kennedy, Marie, and Mai.

Only Uni by Camy Tang
Book #2 in the The Sushi Series. This one deals with grace and forgiveness, especially of oneself. Trish Sakai is haunted by bad choices with regard to men. So she makes up a few rules to keep herself on the straight and narrow. Except life keeps getting in the way of her rules.

One Little Secret by Allison Bottke
What if, after your children are grown and gone, you have the opportunity to live out your biggest dream? A housewife with a musical background has the chance to record with a rock star just as her husband rests on the edge of achieving his life's dream. Should she continue to be the supportive wife or reach for a dream of her own?

If These Walls Could Talk by Bettye Griffin
Three couples leave NYC for the promised land of home ownership in the Poconos. Can't tell you how many of those commercials I saw suggesting all one's dreams could come true just a couple of states away. And I actually worked with a gentleman once who commuted from PA to NYC every day. Given today's perilous housing market and the real fear of foreclosure too many folks are facing, this is a very timely read.

Happily Even After by Marilynn Griffith
Book #3 in the Sassy Sistahood series. A newlywed and young mother navigates her way as she gets comfortable with her mother-in-law and her husband's church. If you read and liked either of the first two, you'll enjoy this third book. And if you missed the first two but you like a down home, tell-it-like-it-is voice to your romances, then you'll enjoy this too.

Writing the Christian Romance by Gail Gaymer Martin
Primer for writing Christian romance in today's market. I've only read a small portion and already I've learned nuances about writing Christian romance that I didn't pick up from simply reading tons of them. I'm taking my time with this one.


* I'm reviewing these books for FreshFiction.com

My reading roll has continued into March, beginning with Cheryl Wyatt's A Soldier's Family, and Claudia Mair Burney's Murder, Mayhem, and a Fine Man.

I've even got my son reading again. He picked some goods ones, starting with Monster by Walter Dean Myers and How Ya Like Me Now? by Brendan Halpin, along with Alex Haley's The Autobiography of Malcolm X.

I wonder how long this good-book-reading-streak can last?

Have you read anything really good lately, from an entertainment or learning standpoint?

Peace & Blessings,
Patricia
Stay focused. Work Hard. Believe.

Update: My reading roll ended shortly after I originally drafted this post. But that's okay because I want to read less anyway so I can write more. The fewer good books I read, the less I want to read!

Peace & Blessings,
Patricia

Stay focused. Be deliberate. Believe.

Friday, March 07, 2008

Reader/Writer Tidbits March 7, 2008

Remember I had that graphic with like 2500 words? Well, I sort of trashed that beginning and started chapter one over again.

I wrote about 1100 words yesterday, while lamenting that the original version would be wasted, but then I realized that the new beginning dovetails nicely into what I had before. So the previous chapter one is now the second scene in chapter one. I like this beginning better. Here's my progress, which is supposed to be "joyful" because I'm writing but looks a bit scary in this graphic:



I was going to post about some good books I've read recently but I really enjoy sharing the tidbits that come my way on Fridays. I'll save that other post for next week. Instead, here's this week's contribution to the tidbits file:
  • There's been a change to the Romance In Color's website. It has moved to a new url and is now found at http://romanceincolor.org. Be sure to update your bookmarks and check out the March contest. How would you define paradise for yourself or for others?

  • Wordweb is an tool every writer can use on or offline. It's part dictionary and part thesaurus. Download the free version here.

  • Kensington is launching a new inspirational imprint, Souls of My Sisters, which will be an expansion of their African-American publishing program. Not clear exactly what sub-genres this new imprint will include, or how it fits with the Dafina imprint, but the initial offerings seem to be along the lines of devotionals or inspirational collections.

  • BTW, Kensington accepts both agented and unagented submissions, according to the information they provided at last year's publisher spotlight at the RWA convention. Cindi Myers, a romantic comedy author, publishes a newsletter year-round with summaries of these publisher spotlights and other publisher news that she gleans from a variety of sources. You can sign up for Cindi's newsletter here.
Enjoy the weekend! Happy writing!

Peace & Blessings,
Patricia
Stay focused. Work Hard. Believe.

Peace & Blessings,
Patricia

Stay focused. Be deliberate. Believe.

Tuesday, March 04, 2008

Alphasmart Repaired; Back to Writing

I'm Alphasmarting!

Over the weekend, I received my replacement keypad for my Alphasmart. Read over the directions, had Hubby retrieve a tiny Phillip's head screw driver for me, and went to work. Took me about ten minutes to pop the old keypad out and pop in the new one. The result? Good as new!

So I've spent $35 bucks plus S$H for a new keypad and UBS cord. Not bad at all. One more shout out to my niece Lani who so graciously gave me her no longer needed Alphasmart.

I love removing excuses for not doing the things I know I should be doing. Of course, I have to first acknowledge that they are excuses and then do something about them. But when I do, I always feel so empowered, so liberated. Because then it gets real, down to the bare bones: me, my desires, my will, and God.

On the one hand, it seems like I don't have as much writing time as I used to, now that I don't carpool and no longer have that downtime at my disposal. But with my new and improved Alphasmart, I hope to write while I cook, while the kids play or watch TV, or while I do laundry. Less book reading, more writing.

That is, on the rare evenings when I'm not at the Pony Baseball complex! (Did you know they start on teams as young as three? And oh boy, by age five, it's pretty darn competitive!) That's sounding like another excuse but it's not. I'll still have plenty of time.

I'm writing!

What if any "excuses" have you had to conquer to move forward with your writing?

Peace & Blessings,
Patricia
Stay focused. Work Hard. Believe.

Peace & Blessings,
Patricia

Stay focused. Be deliberate. Believe.

Monday, March 03, 2008

Featured Book: The Restorer's Journey by Sharon Hinck

I missed posting on the first again. This will pretty much happen whenever it falls on a Saturday or Sunday which are hit-or-miss days for me when it comes to getting online. Enjoy!

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It is March FIRST, time for the FIRST Day Blog Tour! (Join our alliance! Click the button!) The FIRST day of every month we will feature an author and his/her latest book's FIRST chapter!

This month's feature is:


Sharon Hinck



and her book:



The Restorer's Journey



Navpress Publishing Group (February 7, 2008)



ABOUT THE AUTHOR:

Sharon Hinck holds a BA in education, and she earned an MA in communication from Regent University in 1986. She spent ten years as the artistic director of a Christian performing arts group, CrossCurrent. That ministry included three short-term mission trips to Hong Kong. She has been a church youth worker, a choreographer and ballet teacher, a homeschool mom, a church organist, and a bookstore clerk. One day she’ll figure out what to be when she grows up, but in the meantime, she’s pouring her imagination into writing. Her stories focus on characters who confront the challenges of a life of faith. She’s published dozens of articles in magazines and book compilations, and released her first novel, The Secret Life of Becky Miller (Bethany House), in 2006. In April 2007, she was named “Writer of the Year” at the Mount Hermon Christian Writers Conference. When she isn’t wrestling with words, Sharon enjoys speaking at conferences and retreats. She and her family make their home in Minnesota. She loves to hear from readers, so send a message through the portal into her writing attic on the “Contact Sharon” page of her website, http://www.sharonhinck.com/. She is also an avid blogger...visit Stories for the Hero in All of Us.


The first and second books in The Sword of Lyric series are The Restorer and The Restorer’s Son. The FIRST chapter shown here is from the third book, The Restorer's Journey. Enjoy!


AND NOW...THE FIRST CHAPTER:


Chapter One - JAKE

My mom was freaking out.

She stared out the dining room window as if major-league monsters were hiding in the darkness beyond the glass. Give me a break. Our neighborhood was as boring as they came. Ridgeview Drive’s square lawns and generic houses held nothing more menacing than basketball hoops and tire swings. Still, Mom’s back was tight, and in the shadowed reflection on the pane, I could see her biting her lip. I didn’t know what to say to make her feel better.

I ducked back into the kitchen and used a wet rag to wipe off the counters. Clumps of flour turned to paste and smeared in gunky white arcs across the surface. I shook the rag over the garbage can, the mess raining down on the other debris we’d swept up. Broken jars of pasta and rice filled the bag. I stomped it down, twist-tied the bag and jogged it out to the trashcan by the garage. Usually, I hated the chore of taking out the trash. Not tonight. Maybe if I erased the signs of our intruders, Mom would relax a little.

So Cameron and Medea dropped a few things when they were looking for supplies. No biggie. Why did my folks have such a problem with those two anyway? They’d been great to me. I trudged back into the house, rubbing my forehead. Wait. That wasn’t right. A shiver snaked through my spine. Never mind. They were probably long gone by now.

“Kitchen’s done.” I carried the broom into the dining room, hoping Mom had finished in there. But she was still hugging her arms and staring out the window.

She turned and looked at the china cabinet, then squeezed her eyes shut as if they were hurting. “Why?” she whispered.

Glass shards jutted from one cabinet door, and the other hung crooked with wood splinters poking out. Broken china covered the floor. Mom and Dad had been collecting those goofy teacups ever since they got married.

I pushed the broom against the edge of the fragments, but the chinking sound made her wince, so I stopped.

Dad strode past with an empty garbage bag from the hall closet and stopped to give my mom a squeeze. He nodded toward me. “Honey, Jake’s alive. Nothing else matters. We all got back safe.” He leaned his head against hers, and I edged toward the kitchen in case they started kissing. For an old married couple, they were a little too free with their public displays of affection. No guy wants to watch his parents act mushy.

But my mom didn’t look like she was in a kissing mood. She pressed her lips together. I had a sneaking suspicion that she was more freaked out about what had happened to my hand than our house. Like when I had cancer as a kid. She’d gotten really stressed about the details of a church fundraiser and cranky about everything that went wrong—stuff that wasn’t even important. It gave her a place to be angry when she was trying to be brave about a bigger problem.

“It’s only a piece of furniture.” Dad was doing his soothing voice. When would he catch on that only made things worse?

“Only a piece of furniture we bought as a wedding gift to each other.” She swiped at some wet spots on her face. “Only twenty years’ worth of poking around garage sales and thrift stores together. Don’t tell me what it’s only! Okay?”

“Okay.” Dad backed away from her prickles.

I made another ineffectual push with the broom. My folks didn’t argue much, but when they did, it grated like a clutch struggling to find third gear. Typical over-responsible firstborn, I wanted to fix it but didn’t know how.

Mom picked up a Delft saucer, smashed beyond repair, and laid the pieces gently into the garbage bag. Dad folded his arms and leaned against the high back of one of the chairs. “I can fix the cabinet. That splintered door will need to be replaced, but the other one just needs new hinges. I can put in new glass.” His eyes always lit up when he talked about a woodworking project. The man loved his tools.

Mom smiled at him. Her tension faded, and she got all moony-eyed, so I ducked into the kitchen just as the doorbell rang. Thank heaven. “Pizza’s here!” I yelled.

Dad paid the delivery guy, and I carried the cartons into the living room. Flopping onto one end of the couch, I pried open the lid. “Hey, who ordered green peppers? Mom, you’ve gotta quit ruining good pizza with veggies.”

That made her laugh. “We’d better save a few pieces for the other kids.” She cleared the Legos off the coffee table and handed me a napkin.

I gladly surrendered the top pizza box, along with its green pepper, and dove into the pepperoni below. “Where is everyone?”

“Karen’s spending the night at Amanda’s—trying out her new driver’s license. Jon and Anne are at Grandma’s. But if they see the pizza boxes when they get home tomorrow . . . ”

I nodded. “Yep. Pure outrage. I can hear it now. ‘It’s not fair. Jake always gets to have extra fun.’” I did a pretty good impression of the rug rats. What would the kids think if they found out what else they had missed? This had been the strangest Saturday the Mitchell family had ever seen.

I popped open a can of Dr. Pepper. My third. Hey, I’d earned some extra caffeine. “So, what do we tell the kids?”

Mom smiled and looked me up and down, probably thinking I was one of the kids. When would it sink in that I was an adult now? I guzzled a third of my pop and set it down with a thump. “We could tell them there was a burglar, but then they’d want to help the police solve the case, and they’d never stop asking questions.”

“Good point.” Mom licked sauce from her finger. “Jon and Anne would break out the detective kit you gave them for Christmas.”

Dad tore a piece of crust from his slice of pepperoni. “If we finish cleaning everything, I don’t think they’ll pay much attention. The cabinet is the only obvious damage. If they ask, we’ll just say it got bumped and fell.”

Dad wanted us to lie? So not like him. Then again, when Kieran told me Dad wasn’t originally from our world, I realized there were a lot of things he’d never been honest about. Now I was part of the family secret, too.

He rested his piece of pizza on the cardboard box and looked at Mom. “Do we need to warn them?”

“Warn them?” She mumbled around a mouth full of melted cheese.

“In case Cameron and Medea come back.” His voice was calm, but I suddenly had a hard time swallowing. Something cold twisted in me when he said their names. The same cold that had numbed my bones when I’d woken up in the attic. Why? They’d taken care of me. No, they’d threatened me. Confusing images warred inside my brain.

“You think they’ll come back?” My baritone went up in pitch, and I quickly took another sip of pop.

Dad didn’t answer for a moment. “It depends on why they came. If they plan to stay in our world, we need to find them—stop them. But my guess is that Cameron wants to return to Lyric with something from our world that he can use there. That means they’ll be back to go through the portal.”

Mom sank deeper into the couch and looked out the living room windows. At the curb, our family van shimmered beneath a streetlight.

They might be out there, too. They could be watching us right this second.

“Maybe we should call the police.” Mom’s voice sounded thin. I’d suggested that earlier. After all, someone had broken in—well, broken out.

Dad snorted. “And tell them what?”

He had a point, but it’s not like there was a rulebook for dealing with visitors from other universes. Unless you attended Star Trek conventions. “So what’s your plan?” I asked.

“I’ll get extra locks tomorrow. Maybe look into an alarm system.” Dad believed every problem could be solved with his Home Depot credit card. He turned to me. “Can you remember more about your conversations with Cameron? What did he ask you about? What did he seem interested in?”

A shudder moved through me, and pain began pulsing behind my eyes.

Mom gave Dad a worried glance, then rested a hand on my arm. “It’s okay, honey. We don’t have to talk about it right now.” She smoothed my hair back from my face.

“No problem.” I brushed her hand away, sprawled back on the couch, and studied the ceiling. “It just seems like it was all a dream.”

“What’s the last thing you remember clearly?” Dad pulled his chair closer and watched me.

“Braide Wood.” I closed my eyes and smiled. “It reminded me of summer camp. And I was so tired of running and hiding in caves. I finally felt safe. Tara fussed over me, and I taught Dustin and Aubrey how to play soccer. It felt like home.”

I struggled to remember the rest. For some reason my memories were tangled up, like the time I had a major fever and took too much Nyquil. Mom and Dad waited.

“I went to see Morsal Plains with Tara. Brutal. The grain was all black and it smelled weird. Tara told me about the attack. How Hazor poisoned it on purpose and how Susan the Restorer led the army to protect Braide Wood.” I squinted my eyes open and looked sideways at my mom. They’d told me she had ridden into battle with a sword. “Unbelievable.”

Even though she was watching me with a worried pinch to her eyes, she smiled. “I know. I lived it, and it’s hard for me to believe.”

“Anyway, I hiked back to Tara’s house, and some guys came to take me to Cameron. He made a big fuss over me. Said it was his job to welcome guests to the clans. Said I’d run into bad company but he’d make it up to me. He gave me something to drink, and there was this lady. She was amazing.” No matter how fuzzy my memories were, Medea was easy to remember. The long curly hair, the sparkling eyes, the dress that clung to all the right places. My cheeks heated. “I can’t remember everything we talked about. She made me feel important, like I wasn’t just some teenage kid. It was . . . ” I sat taller and angled away from my parents, my jaw tightening. “She helped me realize that no one else had ever really understood me. I wanted to become a guardian. I had an important job to do.”

“Jake.” Dad’s voice was sharp, and I flinched. “The woman you met was a Rhusican. They poison minds. Don’t trust everything you’re feeling right now.”

A pulsing ache grabbed the base of my neck. I pressed the heels of my hands against my eyes. Mom’s hand settled on my shoulder, and I stiffened. Weird static was messing with my head.

“Jake, they used you to find the portal. She doesn’t really understand you.” Mom’s voice was quiet and sounded far away. I felt like I was falling away inside myself. She squeezed my shoulder. “Remember my favorite psalm?”

I managed a tight smile. “How could I forget? You made us learn the whole thing one summer. ‘O Lord, you have searched me and you know me…’ blah, blah, blah.”

Despite my smart aleck tone, the words took hold and some of the static in my brain quieted.

“What’s the rest?” Dad pressed me.

What was he trying to prove? That I couldn’t think straight? I could have told him that. I struggled to form the words.

“‘You know when I sit and when I rise; you perceive my thoughts from afar. You discern my going out and my lying down; you are familiar with all my ways.’” Once I got started, I rattled off the verses by rote. In some strange way, the words actually stopped the sensation of falling away inside myself.

“Sounds like there’s someone who understands you a lot better than Cameron and Medea. Remember that.” Dad stood up and tousled my hair. Then he yawned. “Let’s get some sleep.”

Mom didn’t move. She was still watching me. “How’s the hand?”

I rubbed my palm. “Still fine. Weird, huh?” I held it out.

A scar, faint as a white thread, marked the skin where broken glass had cut a deep gash an hour earlier. My lungs tightened. What did it mean?

Dad shook his head. “Come on. Bedtime.”

Mom hesitated, but then stood and gave me a quick kiss on the forehead. “Good night, Jake. We’ll talk more tomorrow.”

Oh, great. She sure loved talking. I looked at Dad. His mouth twitched. “I’ll get us signed up for some practice space at the fencing club.”

Good. He hadn’t forgotten his promise. I couldn’t make sense of my trip through the portal, or the sudden-healing thing, but I knew I wanted to learn to use a sword.

My parents gathered up the pizza stuff and carried it to the kitchen, out of sight, but not out of earshot.

“If we hide the portal stones Cameron and Medea won’t be able to go back,” Dad said over the crinkling of a sheet of aluminum foil.

Someone slammed the fridge door shut hard enough to make the salad dressing bottles rattle. “We don’t want them running around our world. They don’t belong here.” Mom sounded tense.

“I know. We have to send them back. But on our terms. Without anything that would hurt the People of the Verses. And what about Jake?”

Silence crackled, and I leaned forward from my spot on the couch.

When Mom refused to answer, Dad spoke again, so quiet I almost couldn’t hear. “We need to keep the portal available in case he’s needed there. But how will we know?”

Needed there? Did he really think . . .?

I waited for them to head back to their bedroom, then slipped down the steps from the kitchen to the basement. Most of the basement was still unfinished – except for my corner bedroom and Dad’s workbench.

I hurried into my room and shut out the world behind me. Tonight everything looked different. The movie posters, the bookshelves, the soccer team trophy. Smaller, foreign, unfamiliar.

I pulled a thumbtack from my bulletin board and scratched it across my thumb. A line of blood appeared, but in a microsecond the tiny scrape healed completely. I had assumed the healing power was some heebie-jeebie thing that Medea had given me, or that had transferred over from my interactions with Kieran.

But now that my head had stopped throbbing, I could put the pieces together. Excitement stronger than caffeine zipped around my nerve endings. My folks thought this was more than a weird effect left over from my travels through the portal. They thought I might be the next Restorer.


Peace & Blessings,
Patricia
Stay focused. Work Hard. Believe.

Peace & Blessings,
Patricia

Stay focused. Be deliberate. Believe.