If I Could Just Lose Some Weight, Maybe...
Have you ever had that thought? Layla Hobbs has so much to offer, including a beautiful singing voice, but obesity and low self-esteem hold her back from life and finding true love.
Take a Peek Inside Layla’s Story (excerpt from
Beautiful Ugly by Shelia Lipsey):
Layla sat in her oversized chair in her apartment like she was oblivious to the storm raging outside her window. Her focus was strictly on watching the classic movie Sparkle on TV One while munching away on her last piece of fried chicken. “If I could just lose some weight, maybe I could be on television singing. That would be a miracle.” she berated herself followed by sucking the last piece of meat off the chicken bone.
Layla sat the empty plate of bones on the end table, then quickly replaced the plate with a container of peach cobbler she had sitting on the table too. Her telephone rang and she struggled to lean over to get it, huffing and puffing with each movement.
“Hello.”
“What’s going on, baby?”
“Nothing; just watching TV.”
“But it’s storming outside. That makes things romantic, don’t you think?” the light voice asked on the other end.
“Romantic? I don’t know if I agree with that, Mike.”
“Let me come over there and show you what I mean?”
The tone of Layla’s voice changed to one of agitation. “You must be crazy. How many times have I told you that I am not somebody to just lay up with?” She played with her black neck length dreads. I’ve tried that and it’s gotten me nowhere, Mike, especially with you.”
Layla had been messing around with Mike on and off for the past two years. He lived with his mother in one of the units behind her apartment. She used to pray that her and Mike could have a serious relationship but things hadn’t turned out exactly like she’d hoped. Mike was the kind of man who wanted to lay up with whoever was convenient for him at the time. She sometimes felt like a tramp after sleeping with him, especially when he asked for money minutes after they finished messing around. Most of the time she gave it to him, somehow feeling as though it was the least she could do for someone who found her attractive enough to sleep with her. But enough was enough. The girlfriend Mike had now was practically living with him and his momma.
One night, Mike’s other girlfriend caught Mike at Layla’s house one night after following him. When she laid eyes on Layla, she laughed so hard that she started to cry and called Layla every name but a child of God. That was the last straw for Layla. She told herself that never again would she allow anyone to humiliate and use her again.
“Mike, why don’t you lay up with your girlfriend? You think I’m going to set myself up again for her to come knocking at my door and cussing me out? I don’t think so,” rebutted Layla.
“Be like that then. Look, let me hold a few dollars. I need to get me a pack of cigs.”
“I do not have a few dollars. Not today and no other day,” she retorted. “Now I said, leave me alone and I tell you what. Don’t call here anymore.”
“Forget your fat butt then. Shoot, you ought to be glad I even want to be with you in the first place. It ain’t like guys beating down your door to get in, maybe to get out,” he laughed after each of his insults. “Anyway, who needs your fat, stanky tail,” he said then hung up the phone in her face.
Layla held the phone in utter shock and disbelief for a few seconds, before exclaiming into the receiver, “Forget you, Mike and all you other good for nothing men out there. I don’t need you,” she hollered. I got who I need, and that’s God.”
Layla didn’t know who she was trying to fool. Mike’s words stung her like a swarm of killer bees. “Whoever said sticks and stones may break my bones but words will never hurt me, was nothing but a liar.” Layla pulled herself up from the chair and carried her tears to the bathroom. Maybe a long, hot shower would help to wash away her tears and her fears of being lonely and all alone for the rest of her life.
What Do You Think? -- What do you think of Layla’s situation? Leave your comments below and remember to leave an answer for the contest question too.
ABOUT THE BOOK
Three friends with different struggles rely on God and each other to get by. Layla Hobbs has so much to offer, including a beautiful singing voice, but obesity and low self-esteem hold her back from life and finding true love. Envy Wilson has always been Layla’s backbone. But what about her own dark secrets? She won’t share them with anyone, and it’s starting to eat away at her from the inside. And then there’s Kacie Mayweather. Stricken with cerebral palsy, she’s had her share of men—five baby daddies for six children, in fact. But she’s never had one man to call her own. They’ll need plenty of faith and support from each other to see the real beauty that lies within each one of them and fulfill their deepest desires at last.
BOOK GIVEAWAY
Win one of three autographed copies of
Beautiful Ugly by answering the trivia question below and being selected from all correct answers on the blog tour. The question is based on one of Sheila Lipsey's three novels:
Name the three main tragedies that occurred in Progidal’s life. Tell us the title of the book.
Increase your chances by correctly answering trivia questions on other blogs on the tour. Get the full
Beautiful Ugly tour schedule
here.
ABOUT THE AUTHOR
Shelia E. Lipsey is a multi-award winning author. Her novels are available at most bookstores nationwide as well as online. Lipsey’s books have been called "gripping", "life-altering", "memorable" and "realistic". Lipsey was awarded the 2009 Top Shelf Award for
Beautiful Ugly by Black Pearls Magazine. She also won the 2009 Shades of Romance Readers’ Choice Awards for
My Son’s Wife in the following categories: Author of the Year, Christian Fiction Book of the Year, Christian Romance of the Year, Best Book Cover of the Year, Best Fiction Book of the Year, and has received several other awards for her novels,
Into Each Life and
Sinsatiable.
Lipsey is the proud mother of two sons and the grandmother of three blessed young men. She is president of UCHisGloryBookClub.net, founder of Living Your Dreams Now a non-profit organization, and of Memphis African-American Writers (MAAW).
Visit Shelia online at
www.shelialipsey.com.
Peace & Blessings,
Patricia
Stay focused. Be deliberate. Believe.